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Spiritual tools are for demons, not white knuckles.The doubts crowd in and the demons come out to play. I'm ok once daylight hits (usually), so the main obstacle is just getting thru those nites.
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ABSOLUTELY Theyre too afraid to come near me cause they KNOW. My Guardians and Protector will PUNCH them in the nose one time (and ... a thumbs up)Spirit Flower wrote:Spiritual tools are for demons, not white knuckles.The doubts crowd in and the demons come out to play. I'm ok once daylight hits (usually), so the main obstacle is just getting thru those nites.
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I added you!!!amtra4 wrote:Yes, Paige, that sounds great! I'd love to join and yes, I'm female.
Cling to the thought that, in God's hands, the dark past is the greatest possession you have - the key to life and happiness for others. With it you can avert death and misery for them. page 124 BB
Did you have a psychic change as a result of taking the 12 steps? The BB tells us that we will have no thoughts of alcohol at all once we have had that psychic change. So I'm wondering why you are having these thoughts. Sounds like you may need to go through the steps again.
Working through the steps means in-depth conviction that booze is not going to fix anything and that it only leads to more trouble. Thats the sane thought process the 12 steps offers. If you still seeking that sense of ease and comfort drinking few drinks, you may want to re-visit the steps again.can only think of drinking, which is the one thing that has always gotten me thru.
Show him, from your own experience, how the peculiar mental condition surrounding that first drink prevents normal functioning of the will power (Alcoholics Anonymous, Page 92)
I'm also going to support you in 're-visiting' the 12 steps. It will help, and can't do any harm!
" Burn the idea into the consciousness of every man that he can get well regardless of anyone. The only condition is that he trust in God and clean house." page 98 A.A.